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My Heart is Breaking
Shattering slowly into thousands of Pieces
I'm panicking because I'm Losing You
I care for you so much and this is how it has to Be

Every person that I find worthy is torn from me
Steven.. Mark.. Sin.. All failed for some reason.
Either someone's standing in the way, or they are..
Will I NEVER be able to have LOVE?
WITHOUT LIMITATION?
I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS!

I give up.
I divorce Love.
Except for the Love Eye Will Make for MySelf.

I love you Sin.
I Wish I could keep You
I wish We could Be
but You do not Want me
As I want You
It's never Fair for ME
NEVER

I NEVER GET TO LOVE WITHOUT LIMITATION!
There's always SOMETHING that FUCKS IT ALL UP
ALWAYS

I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF GOING THROUGH THIS!

Tears fall like Rain.. Heart is Breaking Away..
You're falling away from me.. This is so HARD.
I cry to every thought of you pushing me away..
This has never hurt so much..
Not with someone I had such a profound connection with..
Sin, I care for you.. I love everything about you..
I need you.. You won't let me have you.. Not just for one night.
I ask, why? Please?
Grant me this last wish.. It's all Eye Ask of Thee.
I'm actually begging.. With my heart.. What is left of It.
If I could just see you.. Hold you.. Embrace you and show you the Love I have for You.
The Love that We Must Say Goodbye to.
One of the Hardest to say Goodbye to..

I can't.. I don't want to.
but I can't live in this predicament of Yours.
Fuck Sin.. You mean so much to me. You have NO IDEA.

I loved you. I love you.
Fuck I need you.

Sin. Please.
Please do not erase me.
I hurt so bad..

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